I think I may be living with a bit of happiness guilt that I need to cure…
The last couple of weeks life has been so rich with love, achievement fun and joy… my work is so fulfilling with such great feedback and affirmation of my message… my relationship with my new guy continues to blossom and we are having such fun together, my boys are doing so great and I am so proud and I am having the best fun and seeing the best sights…
And then I have noticed I have had moments where I feel like I need to play it down, or feel concerned that it will all be just a dream and do I have to be on guard, will that rug be pulled out from under me again… and then what about others who are at the bottom of their mountain and in pain…
And then I hear the Universe whisper to me…
‘Julie, you have done so much of the tough stuff, you kept getting up when you could have stayed down… you kept climbing those emotional mountains and danced on the shifting carpets… it is OK to relax into your happiness, your achievements and your pure happiness. You deserve the view you are seeing right now, you deserve to roll around in ecstasy and joy and celebrate all that you have achieved and where you have been… that doesn’t mean there won’t be more mountains to climb, but don’t miss this view in anticipation of that… Just BE here and enjoy your view, you are worth it… and as for those around you who are in their pain… empathise with them, support them but you don’t have to join them to support them … you are their to give them hope, inspire them to keep climbing knowing they too will soon be at their own beautiful view!’
Simply sharing because maybe you have been here too?